Feeling down and moody this few days. Few weeks ago, a friend of mine lied to me about something and few days ago, one of my good friend lied to me again. Fuck it. I don't like the feeling of being lied. Especially is your good friend. So disappointed. I have lost the trust in anyone already. I will take precaution which i will not do it or even think of it last time cause i think that they would not lie to me which is unnecessary and put 100% trust in them unless is a passer-by friend.
When i know about it, i felt angry yet disappointed. When the moment that you about to tells lies to someone, do you think about the feeling the person is having? What if you was the one kept in the dark and everyone else are enjoying themselves without letting you knowing? You feel happy? I rather you tell me the truth than keep it yourself and until i told you about it and you started to tell me the truth. How long do you want kept from me? 1 week? 1 month? 1 year? 10 years? Or even i have died and don't wanna tell me? Sigh.. What has i done to make them do this way to me? I don't really know. Can anyone tell me? I think only they themselves and gods know.
I shall stop here. Sorry those friends if i gave attitude or talk in a rude way. Not in a good mood to continue. Shall blog when i'm feel like. Bye.